IF

If i were still a student, today would be a horrible day. The whole day will seems so slow, nothing to do just awaiting for the scary tmr.I hate the eve of school reopening, it is a scary feeling. The night will be a sleepless one, no matter how tired or how u twist and turn around, you just cannot get into sleep. The next morning is just sucky, the moment you woke up the sky is unusually dark, the air is often moist and with a bit of warmth. It will be that usual smell, the smell that only at that time of day you can smell. The sound of cricket will still be pestering, joined by other insects it just made the whole start of school detestable!When reaching near school, my heart would be pumping so fast so loud, that i can see my uniform vibrating.In secondary school i will know that i'll see my usual friends but in the different classroom with different teacher, you do not know who they are you do not know what is going to happen, there is too much unknown, that kills me. The moment you step into school, the smell persist, the cricket went home, daylight secrectly approach. On top of the morning smell, in the school there will be this "new" smell. the smell of the table and chairs and assembly floor which no doubt have been neglected for a month or more. that adds up to the disgusting smell i am suffering from. first lesson is usually the toughest. everything if remembered would be so vivid. But as the sun rise at the real day approach, everything looks clearer smell normal and sound familiar. I just hate first day of school.