i know its only 27,

but my fingers are itchy my brain cells are mostly dead and most importantly, i have so much to talk about, mayb they are nonsense mayb they are wonderful essays but the main point is i just wanna vomit out thoughts in my heart so that i can feel better. For me, each day doesnt pass by as each day, things that i come across everyday left thoughts in my mind which i just cant stop pondering over so i hope to write on my blog to clear my mind:)and hopingly entertain the readers:)
BTW, im seriously lucky in my GP paper!a subject that i wrote before in my blog came out!something similar to the "Meritocrazy vs Democracy", the question was "Meritocracy promotes equality." Discuss. So since i've practice, i hope and think i jus might do well:)
Yesterday i was listening to the radio, and i heard a sentence, a sentence that appears almost every week in every channel regardless madarin or english. It will always be heard on every wednesday and the main point is to encourage everyone that it is already the mid week and the weekends will be around the corner so buck up and peservere for 2 more days.This made me thought about how miserable people are living on Earth, everyday to them seems just like torture, thats why they constantly need encouragment from others.I feel sad, because i do felt before how tough a life can get and what worse is you cannot decide whether or not you want to start this life of yours.Unwillingly or willingly u came to this world, where your fate(in this modern society) is almost decided for you until the day you die, you are just like a piece of wood added to the fire to keep the flame going all the way until you die. How much can you decide in your life?When it seems like you are given a choice in life(education or work etc) its actually narrowing your freedom, because you are bounded to the few that you can choose from out of the infinity. And in this big environment, the World, its economy is made so competitive that earning for a living is made so much tougher and so much stresser. You have no choice but to just follow the "guidelines" set by the leaders in your country, this is just the hard fact of a cycle that is happening on Earth(maybe somewhere far away from our solar system there might be something identical).I might sound pessismist to some, but to me, i'm just talking from another point of angle. Life is a forced given chance, therefore we should make the best out of it by having the rights(wow this is a big word!) to make our own decision, make our own choice and live it the way we want.